First day without you babyyy . 25 Feb 2011 .

It's been months you telling me that you are going to Russia to further your studies , yet to me , I never intended to consider the news even a fact. Deep in my heart, I panicked and fear was knocking on the door as though waiting for reply, yet I was too scared to even answer the door. Recalling 3 years we had been together, encountered so much incidents in the past few years, it may seem short to others, but to me, I have the best moments in my entire life. Those were the moments that I could never forget in my journey of life, the laughs we shared, the sadness we encountered, unexpected incidents and so much more, the experience could barely be described in words.

Baby you are always been there for me no matter what obstacles are instored ahead of us. You are the one holding my hand tightly every time we are in deep trouble or even worst. You are the one who are always there for me whenever i need your help. You are the one who always supported me no matter how bad I am , you will still be the one telling me i am the remaining best. You had just been away for less than 12 hours, yet I have been missing you like you are away for one week.

Tears are rolling down every time I recall the fun we enjoyed together, our apartment we used to stay and study, our kitchen we used to cook together, our room we used to play our computers and shared different kind of memories. I really can't afford to lose you from my daily life but yet reality speaks the truth. Now you are basically far away from me where I can barely hold your hand and gently kiss you on your forehead, to tell you that

I LOVE YOU .

I hope you will adapt yourselves to the environment and study hard for what you went there for. I will always be there for you whenever you need me and you will forever be in my heart. I just want you to know that it is hard for me not to think about you as our apartment is filled with our sweet and bitter memories, our laughs and fights, but most importantly our love for each other.

I MISS YOU BABYYY.